This eid was not really something to celebrate. Nobody really knows what’s coming next. Even if we sit and try to find every possible combination of events that might occur, we eventually will get outsmarted by the will of the almighty. Eid was yesterday and if someone asks me what did I do to celebrate then I won’t be able to answer. I had plans and even we thought we would be staying a bit longer and celebrate with the whole family but what a luck we’ve got! We didn’t even stay there for more than a single day. Not mentioning what happened but something that I or we never wanted.

However, despite everything, I must be grateful for one thing which is that I just got a very good sleep after a month. A proper sleep feels like heaven. Quite energetic and quite fresh. Making a habit of proper sleep is something we all should do. I ruined my sleep schedule back then and I wasn’t really taking any steps to fix it. But I think I should be fixing it soon. The sooner one understands the worth of a proper sleep, the healthier he can live this life.

What special happened this Eid? I just saw how everyone loves and respects us, Alhamdulillah. May Allah love them the way they loved us.

Got salami this year. Getting salami is fun but I never liked to get salami that exceeds a certain amount. Bigger note means bigger guilt to me. If the salami is too large in amount then I feel like I just submitted the fact that how low I laid to grab someone’s money for no specific reason and by holding the event of eid as a basis. Moreover, asking for salami seems like a traditional, event specific way of begging to me because I do not have the habit of asking money from any other person than my parents. However, that’s my personal opinion and no offense towards anyone. I’ve seen kids cursing elders silently or backbiting, if they do not provide salami or the amount that might not meet their expectations. Expectation is fine, people keep expectations from those who are capable of giving it. But we are no one to control their wishes and whether they are to give it or not.

That was it I hope. Everyday is a new lesson and every lesson is a new way of living the life. Eid Mubarak!